It’s now been 48 hours. Since I knew I had permanent status. It’s either a little unsettling to have this status, or this is just a little run-on anxiety, a tiny bit of anxiety residue, and I’m connecting it to the perm status. As if the resolution of uncertainty has unsettled me. When in fact it’s just residue. Fainter residue now than what I had yesterday.
So funny. I’m cleaning out emails and came across this so opened it and thought for a min you had been writing in it all along until I read that you almost forgot about it too.